I like this guy where, in random moments, I find myself thinking of him and suddenly, his smile just pops into my mind, his face and idek I feel all sunshine and rainbows inside because I can just see him in front of my smiling like that and waving and calling out to me and just like that, he’s made my whole day. Lol.
My mom curled my hair and I took selcas~
Just me and @meisjeremy.
He’s being crazy, as usual. = o =
I was sitting on a bench in the soccer field and my crush was with his friend.
Since his friend took my umbrella, I looked up at my crush and said:
“It’s so hot! Please shade me from the heat of the sun~”
And since he didn’t have an umbrella, he stood beside me and blocked the heat of the sun and fanned me~~~
L o l .
I was looking up at him and grinning lmao.
HE LOOKED SO RADIANT, BASKING IN THE HEAT OF THE SUN LIKE THAT~~ <333
Incheon.
International Airport.
L m a o .
But hey. I’ve already stepped and breathed in the air of Korea~~
I felt so close to my oppaarrrss and unnirrs :3
Lmao.
An unknown number texted me asking who I was then proceeded to say that he was a psychic and can guess who I am.
I check the number on my other phone and find out that it’s my crush’s number lmao. >///<”
After a few more texts he goes: Hi Kris, this is your friendly neighbor.
LKAJDSKLJASLDJASKJDASDASDAS
AH MY GOD OKAY.
; A ;
I sent a text to all my friends with my new Globe number that this was me and so and so.
This unknown number texts back asking who I was. I ask him and he says his name is Paul and I apologize for sending the wrong text to him. He says it’s no problem and that he’s a psychic and can guess who I was.
L o l he plays around with his “psychic powers” and I check my other phone for the unknown number.
L M A O PEOPLE THE NUMBER WAS FROM MY CRUSH L O L .
I went, “OMG THIS IS ASDKASD?!?”
And he said: “…Who’s that?”
After a while he says: Hahahha I’m your friendly neighbor!
OTL.
Like, I’m afraid of really falling for anyone because there’s a big chance that they won’t feel the same way. It’s like, my heart beats really fast for this guy and when he sees me, he’ll only look at me as a friend. And I’m fine with that. At least I’m a friend and not a stranger to him, right?
Sigh. Idk.
I say I don’t want to like anyone seriously but I do. I like this guy, he’s nice. And cute. And adorable. And he listens and he’s the type of guy who smiles from within his heart and not just pulls up a fake one. He’s the type, I think, of guy that people should really respect and admire. He’s responsible, a great student. I like him. I told myself to stop liking him but during our sharing in this group activity, when I talked, he was listening to intently and just smiled at what I shared and I looked at him and realized that I couldn’t stop liking him that easily. He’s different. His best friend, who I’ve confided in, asked me why I liked him and I said: …Too many reasons. >///<
But there’s also this other guy that I like and he’s the one that makes my heart beat really fast. Just a couple of months ago we weren’t friends. I saw him all the time, every day. We passed each other but he never looked twice. But just a week ago we got to know each other because we were classmates in a few subjects and nobody really talked to him and his friend, nobody really paid attention to them because they were Koreans. But I was talking to him about our reporting and this exam and he randomly asks if I was Kris and of course I was surprised he knew my name (thank you, common friend who is also the ahjussi diva haha). >///<” After that, whenever we see each other, he waves and smiles and I feel like my heart stops every time he does. It’s like he’s walking towards me and he slows down and waves and I feel like melting. I don’t know why I really like him. I don’t really know him that much. But idk, I guess I just do.
This is all going to be hopeless.
But since I want to be an optimistic little bitch, I will just think of these two crushes as my source of inspiration to do better in school and to become a more worthwhile and admirable person everyone can truly appreciate. :)
